It’s been ages since I last browse through tumblr. It’s been a long time since I last open my tumblr actually. I wonder why is that?

Then I got it. I used tumblr as a sort of place to pour my emotional outburst or things like that. But nowadays, there’s nothing of the sort.

I’m a very romantic person. I write a lot when I’m in love, I write a lot when I’m heartbroken. But since now I am neither, I just don’t really felt that urge to write things on tumblr. I still wrote movie reviews and other reviews, but I don’t write about my life anymore.

I always thought that I am incomplete without some romance in my life. In a way, that’s kinda true because I adore being in a relationship, even if it’s bad. I adore being loved and falling in love, who wouldn’t? But now, a year into being single, I realized that I am happy. Like, really content, comfortable, and happy with how my life has progressed.

I have many hobbies and things to do to occupy my time. I have many responsibilities. And when I don’t have many things to do, it’s better to be at home and rest instead of going on a date with someone that you barely know and not comfortable with.

Of course I do enjoy being in a relationship, but I realized that is because I enjoy spending my time with someone I am comfortable with. Why endure myself through pointless dates when I know I’m not comfortable? Besides, I’m happy enough already.

And getting back to my new motive being on tumblr. I won’t post mellow things anymore because I’m not feeling it. I will continue posting things I love though. I guess tumblr is still fun for me right now.