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1. When I saw my stack of books that I must learn for my midterms, I realized that I did put boyfriend above studying. I would cancel my studying plan if it means seeing you. And that needs to change. Badly. Starting now.
2. I realized that I really am selfish. I treat my brother, my boyfriend, even my parents like that. I ask something, and if they can’t give it to me, I’m gonna force them to give me what I want. I really must learn to sacrifice something.
3. I realized that I really am still childish and not independent enough. I rely on people far too much some of the time. I do know that I can do it by myself, but sometimes I just needed someone to be there beside me. It’s not such a bad thing, but it can be fatal sometimes. And I intend to be much independent from now on.
4. I realized that I didn’t pray enough. Sure I pray. But sometimes I’m lazy or just think life plain sucks. And from now on, I’m gonna pray. Really pray.
5. I realized that I really am a control freak. I plan things in my mind and I get mad when things didn’t go according to plan. I control people to be what I wanted them to be. From now on, I’m gonna try to be more spontaneous and not a controlling monster.
From the 5 things above, I realized that even though you’re rude and you yelled at me, what you said to me actually makes sense. And the time out we took really allowed me to fix my life. And actually, you really did make me a better person.
1. Bought everyone in the pub a drink.
2. Swam with dolphins.
3. Climbed a mountain.
4. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive.
5. Been inside the Great Pyramid.
6. Held a tarantula.
7. Taken a candlelit bath with someone.
8. Said ‘I love you’ and meant it.
9. Hugged a tree.
10. Done a striptease.
11. Bungee jumped.
12. Visited Paris.
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea.
14. Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise.
15. Seen the Northern Lights.
16. Gone to a huge sports game.
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa.
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables.
19. Touched an iceberg.
20. Slept under the stars.
21. Changed a baby’s diaper.
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon.
23. Watched a meteor shower.
24. Gotten drunk on champagne.
25. Given more than you can afford to charity.
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope.
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment.
28. Had a food fight.
29. Bet on a winning horse.
30. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill.
31. Asked out a stranger.
32. Had a snowball fight.
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier.
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can.
35. Held a lamb.
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy.
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip.
38. Taken an ice cold bath.
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar.
40. Seen a total eclipse.
41. Rode a roller coaster.
42. Hit a home run.
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days.
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking.
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day.
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors.
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment.
48. Had two hard drives for your computer.
49. Visited all 50 states.
50. Loved your job for all accounts.
51. Taken care of someone who was injured.
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied.
53. Had amazing friends.
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country.
55. Watched wild whales.
56. Stolen a sign.
57. Backpacked in Europe.
58. Taken a road trip.
59. Rock climbed.
60. Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice.
61. Midnight walk on the beach.
62. Gone Skydiving.
63. Visited Scotland.
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love.
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them.
66. Visited Japan.
67. Bench pressed your own weight.
68. Milked a cow.
69. Alphabetized your records.
70. Pretended to be a superhero.
71. Sung karaoke.
72. Lounged around in bed all day.
73. Posed nude in front of strangers.
74. Scuba diving.
75. Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye.
76. Kissed in the rain.
77. Played in the mud.
78. Played in the rain.
79. Gone to a drive-in theater.
80. Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it.
81. Visited the Great Wall of China.
82. Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog.
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better.
84. Started a business.
86. Toured ancient sites.
87. Taken a martial arts class.
88. Sword fought for the honor of a woman.
89. Played DDR for more than 4 hours straight.
90. Gotten married.
91. Been in a movie.
92. Crashed a party.
93. Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
94. Kissed someone of the same sex.
95. Gotten divorced.
96. Had sex at the office.
97. Gone without food for 5 days.
98. Made cookies from scratch.
99. Won first prize in a costume contest.
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice.
101. Gotten a tattoo.
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on.
103. Rafted the Snake River.
104. Been on television news programs as an “expert.”
105. Got flowers for no reason.
106. Masturbated in a public place.
107. Got so drunk you don’t remember anything.
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug.
109. Performed on stage.
110. Been to Las Vegas.
111. Recorded music.
112. Eaten shark.
113. Had a one-night stand.
114. Gone to Thailand.
115. Seen Siouxsie and the Banshees live.
116. Bought a house.
117. Been in a combat zone.
118. Buried one/both of your parents.
119. Took pictures of your body parts.
120. Been on a cruise ship.
121. Spoken more than one language fluently.
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone.
123. Bounced a check.
124. Seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.
125. Read - and understood - your credit report.
126. Raised children.
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy.
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour.
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars.
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country.
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did.
132. Called or written to your Congress person.
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over.
134. …more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge.
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking.
137. Had an abortion.
138. Had plastic surgery.
139. Survived a bad car accident.
140. Wrote articles for a large publication.
141. Lost over 100 pounds.
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback.
143. Had a flashback.
144. Piloted an airplane.
145. Petted a stingray.
146. Broken someone’s heart.
147. watched an animal give birth.
148. Been fired or laid off from a job.
149. Won money on a T.V. game show.
150. Broken a bone.
151. Killed a human being.
152. Gone on an African photo safari.
153. Rode on a motorcycle.
154. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of 100mph or faster?
155. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced.
156. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol.
157. Ate mushrooms that were gathered in the wild.
158. Ridden a horse.
159. Had major surgery.
160. Had sex on a moving train.
161. Had a snake as a pet.
162. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon.
163. Slept through an entire flight.
164. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours.
165. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states.
166. Visited all 7 continents.
167. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days.
168. Ate kangaroo meat.
169. Fallen in love at an ancient burial ground.
170. Been a sperm or egg donor.
171. Eaten sushi.
172. Had your picture in the newspaper.
173. Had a healthy romantic relationship for over a year in your lifetime.
174. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about.
175. Gotten someone fired for their actions.
176. Cut school and/or class for more than 2 weeks straight.
177. Para-sailed.
178. Changed your name.
179. Petted a cockroach.
180. Eaten fried green tomatoes.
181. Read The Iliad.
182. Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read.
183. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them.
184. …and gotten 86’ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you.
185. Taught yourself an art from scratch.
186. Killed and prepared an animal for eating.
187. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt.
188. Skipped all your school reunions.
189. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language.
190. Been elected to public office.
191. Written your own computer language.
192. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream.
193. Had to put someone you love into hospice care.
194. Built your own PC from parts.
195. Been arrested.
196. Had a booth at a street fair.
197. Dyed your hair.
198. Been a DJ.
199. Found out someone was going to dump you online.
The best thing that ever happened to you, will be a person. They will make your life wonderful. Everyday will be like being born over. Your smile will be as genuine as it was before you learned how to hide your feels. And, you’ll feel as happy with who you are, before society taught you to hate yourself. They’ll also show you what you never knew. You’ll have so much more to lose. You’ll never cry harder then you will, if you lose them. The worst thing that ever happened to you, will be the same person.
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.(lalita-ardwina-makeyoumine-happified-kidaokagee-blindromance-thatsnotmynamex)
kari-shma: 56/365. Left without contentment. (via Franchesca.)
I’m ready. To let go. To move on. I can’t believe I’m saying this but I’m ready. I understand you now. I know now. I’m not the one you need right now to make you happy. And you’re not the one I need. We loved each other. We still do. But I get it now.
You’re the best thing that ever happens to me. You’re my Summer. I’ll always love you. And the memory will always stick with me.
But I love you. And I want you to be happy. I’m selfish. But now for the first time I get it. I can’t force something. I want you to be happy. With or without me.
You will be an amazing man someday. I know you will. And I hope to be beside you when it happens. But if not, I know you’ll find an equally amazing woman to share your life with. And I hope I get to be an amazing woman too. The one that that you need right now. But I’m not there yet. I’m not an amazing woman yet. I’m still growing. I’ll grow to be the kind of woman that you search for. And when I’m there, who knows? Maybe you’ll be beside me. But if not, I’m gonna search for a guy as amazing as you.
I’m ready to move on. I’m ready to change. We will grow. We will be better. But we doesn’t have to be together. I’m gonna try my hardest to be the best. And I know you will too. Maybe in your road you will find someone who can give you everything that I can’t. And maybe I will find someone like that too. But Autumn comes after Summer. So no matter what happens to us, you will always have my heart.
I am ready to move on. I’m ready to let it flow. And I’m not doing it because you asked me too. I’m doing it because I want us to be better. To be happy.
I am ready to move on now. But one thing I said to you that I still think is true is you’re it for me. Everyone else will always be second best.
I am ready to let go of you. I’m ready to move on. But I will always love you. You will always have my heart. And I hope that you can still keep it with you.
I am ready to move on. I hope for the best. For you and for me. Maybe the best for us is each other. Or maybe not. But it’s ok. Because you are my Summer. Every one else will always be second best. But I’m ready to search for my Autumn now. And who knows, maybe Summer and Autumn can be the same.
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Tom : Look, we don’t have to put a label on it. That’s fine. I get it. But you know, I just- I need some consistency. I need to know that you’re not gonna wake up in the morning and… feel differently.
Summer : and I can’t give you that. Nobody can.
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Summer : I like you Tom, I just don’t want a relationship.
Tom : Well, you’re not the only one that gets a say in this! I do too! And I say we’re a couple goddamn it!
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Tom : I’m messed up. I am. You know, on the other hand, I want to forget her. On the other hand, I know that she’s the only person in the entire universe that will make me happy
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Tom : You ever do this? You think back on the times you had with someone, replay it in your head over and over again, and you look for those first signs of trouble.
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Rachel : Look, I know you think that she was the one, but I don’t. Now, I think you’re just remembering the good stuff. Next time you look back, I, uh, I really think you should look again.
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Tom : So why’d you dance with me?
Summer : ‘Cause I wanted too
Tom : You just do what you want, don’t you?
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Summer : It just happened. I just.. I just woke up one day and I knew.
Tom : Knew what?
Summer : What I was never sure of with you.
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Tom : You know what sucks? Realizing that everything you believe in is complete and utter bullshit. It sucks. Destiny, and soul mates, and true love, and all that childhood nonsense.
Summer : You were right. It just wasn’t me that you were right about.
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Tom : I think it’s official. I’m in love with Summer. I love her smile. I love her hair. In love her knees. I love this heart-shaped birthmark she has on her neck. I love the way she sometimes lick her lips before she talks. I love the sound of her laugh. I love the way she looks when she’s sleeping. I love how I her this song every time I think of her. I love how she makes me feel. Like… like anything’s possible or like.. like life is worth it.
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